I don't like the fact that I have to make adult decisions. I guess I want to be an adult, like have a job and own a house, but not an adult in terms of dealing with things and confronting problems. I hate feeling like I have let someone down, but multiple people have told me that I need to do what is best for myself, so that is what I am going to do. And if that means losing a friend in the process, I guess I have to look out for number one anyways. I am sure that a few years down the road I will have completely forgotten about the whole situation. Connecticut brings me a bad vibe. The whole state. I just feel like there have been more negatives out of my time here than positives.
-meeting the love of my life (Noah)
-becoming friends with Mike and Bridget
-holding multiple jobs
-having some really memorable professors
-gaining independence by being far away from home
-being far from home
-befriending people that have completely turned on me
-none of my friends visiting
At least I only have one year left here. Then I'm southbound!
Noah comes back tomorrow!! Then our classes start on Monday (poop!) But at least that will mean we can both graduate in the spring!!!